Showing posts with label work. Show all posts
Showing posts with label work. Show all posts

Friday, 14 June 2013

101 Things in 1001 Days

I am an obsessive list maker. It may be obvious to you from the insane amount I have already made on here but if not, here's another one!
I ended one of these this April and actually managed to complete a lot of the points. However when I made it I was in my first year of university and my goals and expectations were... less than realistic! I feel I have a better grasp on what I can achieve in three years and what I want to achieve by my 26th Birthday. 
The idea is to have points that aren't ambiguous. That way you have a clear indication of whether you have completed them or not.
So without further ado here is my brand new 101 things which I will do a monthly update of on here.

Start Date: Saturday June 15th 2013
End Date: Saturday March 12th 2016

Travel:

1.     Visit Croatia
2.     Visit Paris
3.     Go on holiday with a friend
4.     See a Romeo and Juliet at the globe  
5.     Spend the day at Alton Towers
6.     Relax in the country for a weekend
7.     See The Magic Flute
8.     See The Nutcracker at Christmas
9.     Take a road trip
10.  Visit 10 new places in the UK
11.  Spend my 25th Birthday in a different country


Online:

12.  Write an ebook
13.  Redesign my blog to something I am proud of
14.  Get a new computer
15.  Create a brand for myself
16.  Rejoin youtube posting content I am proud of

Family and friends:

17.  Make the people I love a handmade gift for Birthdays/ Christmas (x5)
18.  Have a catch up with friends at least once a month
19.  Spend a day out with Kathryn
20.  Make an effort to send birthday cards to close family and friends
21.  Re-connect with at least five friends.
22.  Spend a day with my family at least once a month

My Mind:

23.  Learn French and be able to hold a conversation.
24.  Watch 20 Classic movies
25.  Cook 5 meals from 5 different countries
26.  Watch a movie from every year since moviemaking began
27.  Read a new book every month (x33)
28.  Read 10 Classic novels
29.  Organize my photos and scraps into scrapbooks and boxes.
30.  Watch 20 foreign films
31.  Watch 10 Classic musicals
32.  Take a photograph every day for a year
33.  Buy a sketchbook and fill it with drawings
34.  Learn a new skill


My body:

35.  Be 120lbs
36.  Half way to weight loss
37.  ¾ way to weight loss
38.  Complete the couch to 5k programme
39.  Cut out soda for a month
40.  Try pilates
41.  Take a dance class once a week for a month
42.  Keep a food journal for a week/ a month
43.  Improve my posture
44.  Go Vegetarian for a month
45.  Become flexible enough to touch my toes
46.  For one month get up early every day for a walk/ run
47.  For one month give up added sugar
48.  For one month give up caffeine
49.  Complete the seven day slim down
50.  Complete a tone it up members challenge
51.  Complete the Ballet Bar Challenge
52.  For 101 days give up fast food
53.  Take a yoga class
54.  Drink 2 litres of water per day for a month
55.  Whiten my teeth
56.  Do a full body detox
57.  Take vitamins every day for a month
58.  Floss my teeth every day for a month
59.  Wake up at 6am for a week

My soul:

60.  Write a list of 50 things I like about myself
61.  Write a letter to myself to be opened at the end of 1001 days
62.  Write a letter to someone I admire
63.  Write a list of 101 things I’ve already achieved
64.  Document my music taste over a year
65.  Get rid of 101 things
66.  Spend a whole weekend without the computer and smart phone!
67.  Unplug for 24 hours once every two months.
68.  Be working as a professional Actress
69.  Build a time capsule
70.  Meditate daily for a month
71.  Don’t say anything negative for a day
72.  Complete my own happiness project


For me:

73.  Get a massage
74.  Buy something designer
75.  Make Pinata cookies
76.  Carve a pumpkin
77.  Get a pedicure
78.  Watch a yankees game
79.  Make macarons
80.  Make a rainbow/ ombre cake
81.  Get a facial
82.  Fill my wardrobe with the basics from my list
83.  Buy a vintage dress
84.  Go for lunch at a tea room all dressed up
85.  Spend the day at the beach
86.  Own a matching pair of underwear from Victoria’s Secret
87.  Buy a new camera

For others:  

88.  Give blood
89.  Organize a charity event x3
90.  Send someone a care package for no reason
91.  Do volunteer work x15
92.  Make cookies and cupcakes and give them away
93.  Buy flowers for someone
94.  Throw Donna an amazing Bridal Shower

Money:

95.  Set a savings target
96.  Go a month without buying anything that isn’t a necessity
97.  Find an affordable apartment to live in
98.  Have a car boot sale
99.  Pay off my credit card debt and overdraft
100.                 Catalogue my expenses for one month in every year (x3)
101.                 Save £10 for every completed item

 Wish me luck, the same to you.
Annabelle
xoxo

Monday, 13 May 2013

The Break

"They told me that the wiring was somehow all misfiring and screwing up the signals in my brain."

For the first time since starting this blog I missed posting on my allotted days. Last week I basically had a break down and so posting on here was the very last thing on my mind.

To be honest it's been a long time coming, the past couple of months have been rough and I managed to deal with them, or so I thought. Turns out I was doing my usual trick of pushing things back and ignoring them until they built up and I broke down.

Let me set the scene for you.

Annabelle gets a work experience placement, she begins working, actually doing something with her days. Then it dawns on her this is actually delaying her return to London. She feels like she's suffocating in the office. It's so quiet and she really does not fit in.
Then half way through the week her car breaks down. She does not have the money to fix it.
Add this on top of giving up a travel job and realising she could have been in Paris at this point, the fact that the auditions she gave up said job for fell through and the loss of her Uncle and you can see where this is going.

Except I couldn't! Now I'm a stickler for doing things by the rules, even if it screws me over, which it has done in the past. This time around... oh boy.

I left the office on Friday evening and just didn't go back. 

Never in my life have I ever done anything like that and it worried me! It also showed me it's not the end of the world if you don't do every little thing by the book.

So now I am back being unemployed, trying to sort out my head. Let's try and make light of this situation.
What I learnt:

-I can cope better with set backs, but I still need help.
-You are on the right path, so stop doubting it!
-There are so many more options than you knew, start grabbing for them.

Wish me luck, the same to you.
Annabelle
xoxo

Friday, 3 May 2013

Hell Week

Every performer has a hell week, whether it is that one overly intensive week when you're in from 7am to 2am or the one where everyone stresses over costumes and lighting and props etc etc. I've also noticed that despite the name most people come out on a high, knowing that through their suffering things have become infinitely better. After all, haven't we fought long and hard to get there? No matter how hard the week is, we still enjoy it.

My hell week was not enjoyable, nor was it based around a production.

This week marked the first in my new work experience placement. I have been put into an office to get some admin experience and I hate it. As a creative person being stuck in a silent office doing mundane tasks with nothing to stimulate me it's been awful but that's not all!

 Half way through the week my car broke down, as a struggling artist I do not have the money to pay for a new one or repairs which wouldn't be a problem as I can usually get the train except just tonight I was offered a paid job in a place you need your own transport to reach! Typical!

 The rest of my problems are silly and little, being sick on Thursday, the train being delayed by nearly an hour, blisters from new shoes but add them all together and you get a very grumpy, very stressed Annabelle on this Friday evening.

 One who will never complain about an acting hell week again because quite frankly I would take ten of them over another day in an office!

 Is it time for my big break yet? I'm ready for my close up!

Wish me luck, the same to you.
Annabelle
xoxo